After debating with myself for a long time I decided to not celebrate my birthday this year. I usually love it, it is easily my favorite date of the year but my depression and the mourning over the suicide of my friend simply makes it impossible to prepare the party or even welcome guests.
I’m very sorry for this.
Since two of my friends already asked if they could still give me a present: You really don’t have to, after all you will need the money for Christmas too. But if you still decide to get me something I’d be absolutely happy and very grateful. I made a small Amazon List. It is mostly for my family but I can’t get myself to make another one. Beside it as always I love selfmade things, everything calm and glowy, Universe Aesthetic, Game&Series Merch like Bioshock, Portal, Pokemon, Tales of, etc and of course everything you put thought into. Here is the List:
https://www.amazon.de/registry/wishlist/2NKIWDNGQRL9R/ref=cm_sw_r_em_an_wl_o_8TFnyb1T61Q6A
Again, you really don’t have to give me anything. Have fun this Christmas Season! I will be back to you sometime đź’ť

Downpour Heartbeat by Yutaki
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My Tales of Artbook Project Picture of Jay the Unseen from Tales of Legendia ❤
Jay has been my favorite Character for years, not just from the Tales of series but from everything I ever watched, read or played! If I’m not actively in a new fandom I always fall back to him uwu
It’s actually horrible though |D Especially since ToL is not very famous or well liked and I sadly have seen all fanfictions and fanarts orz Well, I just have to make new things myself then…! Ăłwò
Unfortunately I don’t like this picture, but for a few exceptions. I do like the color scheme and the BG, but Jay’s face is awry, one can’t see the single hair strands, the outlines are horrible, the color is smeared in some places, the folds aren’t visible enough… I could complain about more but that won’t help ^.~
To be honest I’m actually kinda glad that I don’t like the picture since I had the problem of not seeing my own mistakes for a long time. But I need this to get better^^
Of course this picture has a meaning but one would have to know Jay and Legendia, so it would be too much to explain. If you know both though maybe you can think about it yourself ^0^
I hope you dears like it uwu
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Materials: Color Eno, Pencil, Eraser & Cheap Copy Paper (Sketch)
Copic Multiliner, Farber Castell Polychromos, Ecoline Water Color, Shinhan Artist Poster Color, Copic, Copic Opaque White & Hahnemuehlen Sketch Paper (Lineart & Color)
Time: 12 Hours
I hope you like it! >w<
Downpour Heartbeat (Art) © Me (Yutaki)
Jay the Unseen (Tales of Legendia) © Namco

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ACEO-Cards Commissions by Yutaki
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Hello my dears (^0^)/
Since I sadly am in need of money I will open ACEO Commissions!
I can’t wait to draw Commissions again, so far they have only been fun and it is great to put effort into something that is dear to other people’s heart (>w<)
The Slots are limited as always so if you want something be fast about it ^.~
If you want to commission me please fill out the Form below & message me on DeviantArt, Tumblr or Animexx. You can also write me a Mail to anja@am-hermann.de
Commission Form:
Medium:
Type:
Section:
Character:
Pose:
Expression:
Feeling:
Accessory:
Background:
Other Details:
Contact:
Payment Method:
Send it to:
Example Form:
Medium: Traditional Commission
Type: Normal (not Chibi)
Section: Waist-Up
Character: My OC Yuki (Link to Picture here)
Pose: Jumping in the Air
Expression: Cheering
Feeling: Joyful
Accessory: Her Plastic Sword
Background: Simple Pattern in Yellow
Other Details: I want her to look like she just fought with someone.
Contact: ImagineUsername (Deviantart Username) or imaginename@yawoo.com
Payment Method: Paypal
Send it to: Mary Sue
Imaginary Street 1
Fantasy Town
Someland
(If you leave something to me just leave the answer blank)
FAQ:
What payment do you accept?
I do not accept Points and I probably never will.
If you are from outside Germany I only accept paypal.
German customers may pay by transfer.
How long does it take until my Commission is finished?
It depends on what Slot you get. At max. it should take 2 months if you got the very last slot.
If you need your picture done fast then just tell me, I might have to take a few dollars more but I will get your picture done in time!
I will finish them as fast as I can but please always be patient, I also want to make them look as good as possible.
How much do you need to know about the character?
If you want a Fanart I just require the Name of the Character and the Series. I will look for informationen myself then.
If you want me to draw your OC I’d like to have a picture (if existing) and description of the characters personality and Background. It shouldn’t be too short but no more than 15 minutes to read either.
If you have any question just ask away!

So Sweet by Yutaki
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My Kiriban picture! ^0^
I was super happy for my friend :userLaitma: to have caught it!
She gave me a lot of freedom with her prize, so the only restrictions where my own, a traditional Waist-Up uwu
I decided to draw her OC Sweet. It was the hardest decision ever, because she has so. many. awesome. character Q//A//Q
Sweet it was in the end because she is so sweet (pun intended) and I wanted to draw a cute girl again ^0^ Also my bunny is named after her and I included him in the picture as well^^ So Sweetx2 >w>
To compensate that I guess I have to draw something bloody again xD
Materials: Color Eno, Pencil, Eraser & Cheap Copy Paper (Sketch) Farber Castell Polychromos, Ecoline Water Color, Copic, Pastel Chalk, Copic Opaque White & Hahnemuehlen Sketch Paper (Lineart & Color)
Time: 8 Hours
I hope you like it!
So Sweet (Art) © Me (Yutaki)
Sweet (Character) © Laitma

KAKAO-Karten Aufträge by Yutaki
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(!!BITTE TEILEN!!)
Hallo meine Lieben (^0^)/
Da ich leider derzeit Geld brauche dachte ich, dass ich endlich mal Kakao-Aufträge entgegennehme!
Ich kann es kaum erwarten wieder Auftragszeichnungen entgegen nehmen zu können, bisher haben mir diese immer Spaß gemacht und es war toll Mühe in etwas zu stecken, das jemand anderem am Herze liegt (>w<)
Die Slots (Plätze) sind wie immer limitiert also falls du etwas willst sei schnell (^.~)
Falls du mich beauftragen willst fĂĽlle bitte den Bogen unten aus und benachrichtige mich auf Facebook, DeviantArt, Tumblr, oder Animexx. Du kannst mir auch eine E-Mail senden an anja@am-hermann.de
Auftragszeichnung Bogen
Ausschnitt:
Charakter:
Pose:
Ausdruck:
GefĂĽhl:
Accessoires:
Hintergrund:
Andere Details:
Kontakt:
Bezahlungsmethode:
Senden an:
Beispiel Bogen
Ausschnitt: Halber Körper
Charakter: Mein Charakter Yuki (Bild Referenz hier)
Pose: In die Luft hĂĽpfend
Ausdruck: Heiter
GefĂĽhl: Froh
Accessoires: Ihr Plastik-Schwert
Hintergrund: Einfaches Muster in Gelb
Andere Details: Ich möchte, dass sie aussieht, als hätte sie gerade jemanden bekämpft!
Kontakt: Erfundenerusername (Animexx Nick) oder erfundenername@yawoo.de
Bezahlungsmethode: Paypal
Senden an: Mary Sue
Imaginary Street 1
Fantasy Town
Someland
(Wenn du etwas mir ĂĽberlassen willst, dann lasse die Spalte einfach aus)
FAQ:
Was fĂĽr Bezahlungs-Methoden akzeptierst du?
Ich nehme keine Punkte, oder GELT an und werde das vermutlich auch nie.
Wenn du von auĂźerhalb Deutschland kommst akzeptiere ich nur Paypal.
Deutsche dĂĽrfen auch per Ăśberweisung zahlen.
Wie lange dauert es bis meine Auftragszeichnung fertig ist?
Es kommt darauf an welchen Slot du bekommst.
Maximal sollte es 2 Monate dauern wenn du tatsächlich den letzten Slot bekommen solltest.
Falls du dein Bild schnell brauchst, dann sage mir einfach Bescheid, vielleicht muss ich ein paar Euro mehr nehmen, aber du wirst dein Bild auf jeden Fall rechtzeitig bekommen!
Ich werde die Aufträge so schnell wie nur möglich beenden, seid aber bitte immer geduldig, da ich sie natürlich auch möglichst schön zeichnen will.
Wie viel musst du ĂĽber den Charakter wissen?
Wenn du Fanart willst brauche ich lediglich den Namen und des Charakters und die Serie. Ich werde dann selbst nach Infos gucken.
Wenn ich deinen Charakter zeichnen soll, dann hätte ich gerne ein Bild (falls es vorhanden ist) und eine Beschreibung der Persönlichkeit und Hintergrundgeschichte des Charakters. Diese sollten nicht zu kurz sein, aber auch nicht so lang, dass ich eine halbe Stunde lesen muss.
Falls du eine Frage hast, dann frage einfach!

Contracts – Iodine Profile by Yutaki
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Iodines Maquerade Ball Design ^0^These aren’t really his type of clothes, too fancy, too little torn, haha. But since I’m a sucker for suits he just has to wear one >w> Also I’m a bit sad I can’t draw a fancy dress, which is pretty much my favorite clothing to draw, so there! ^.~I tried to make it a bit more modern though, so it fits him better. At first I just wanted to draw him a typical black suit, nothing remarkable at all. But then as always I wanted to design my own clothes, it’s just too much fun >w>d The vest was most definitely my fav part ^0^The mask had to be special too of course. I thought about making it with many patters but decided against it, making it more simple but with a unique form. As you can see it’s a half face mask but has feathers around the upper free part of the face, to really hide his identity. He can see well with this mask too, he needs his eyes for stealing shit >w>I wish I could have drawn this better and I would have if I had more time. Sadly I’m sick right now and somehow really really slow with drawing and everything orzThat’s why I’m waaaaay behind my drawing schedule, haha^^“"At least I could experiment a little with only drawing flats and making them more interesting with colorful outlines uwuWhat do you think of it? owoMaterials: Paint Tool SAI (Sketch) Paint Tool SAI (Lineart & Color)Time: 10 Hours maybe?I hope you like it! Contracts – Iodine Masquerade Design (Art) © Me (Yutaki)Iodine Giftig (Character) © Me (Yutaki)
Contracts – Iodine Profile
Basic Information
See Iodine’s picture here
Name:…………………………Iodine Giftig
Age:……………………………21
Gender:………………………Male
Height:……………………….1,75m
Specialization:…………….Thief (Secondary: Fraud, Smuggler & Doctor)
Regular Occupation:…….Still a Thief
Tattoo Location:…………..#1 under the right collarbone, hidden among many other tattoos
-Reason for Contract-
Iodine grew up on the streets of Saint Mihnts since he was 8 as the child of a big family of illegal immigrants from a poorer country. Still they always took care of each other and his childhood was fairly carefree, as carefree as a life with being on the run and not having a proper home can be. They never were involved with underground activities and tried to stay away from any trouble, at least as far as Iodine knows.
However, things started to go downhill when his parents, his siblings and pretty much everyone from his family got caught by the government. They were taken away and probably deported back to their home country, that was at Civil War at the time and still is. Iodine was able to escape the same fate together with his oldest brother and stayed undetected since then. It was a harsh time for both of them, having lost most of their family but while he tried to keep going and clung on his only left sibling, his brother couldn’t handle it. He got addicted to gambling and quite a few drugs, losing all their money, making debts. In the end his brother got involved with the very wrong people and when his debt got too high he gave away Iodine as payment to the Syndicate. Since then he is working for them.
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Additional Information
-Personal Data-
Please call him:……………Iodine
Meaning:……………………..I on the periodic table. Mildly toxic.
Age:……………………………21 Years
Birthday:……………………..14th of November
Gender:……………………….Cis Male
Sexuality:……………………Homosexual & Biromantic
Place of Birth:……………..His family’s house in their home country
Home:………………………….The streets of Saint Mihnts since he was 8 and the Aluat from time to time since he was 17
Job:……………………………..He does whatever he needs to do to survive (which is usually stealing or sham)
-Personality-
Likes:
- His family
- Inspiring discussions and arguments
- Beautiful voices
- His privacy and freedom
- Art in every form (written and drawn)
- Fighting and winning
Hates:
- Loosing things
- Caring too much
- Annoyances (which can be a lot depending on his mood)
- War and unnecessary violence
- Gambling
- Perfection
- Dirt
- You probably
Strengths:
- Stealing
- Can argue very well and talk down pretty much anyone
- Isn’t sensitive to pain
- Unendingly loyal once one earned it
- Is practiced to trick people
Weaknesses:
- His feelings guide him as soon as he isn’t in control of a situation anymore
- Is very skeptical of everything and everyone at first
- Doesn’t like to get close to people out of the fear of getting attached
- He is very asshole-ish at first
Hobbies:
- Learning
- Fighting
- Cooking
- Reading all books he can lay hands on
- Media in general
- Art
Fears:…………………………..Hahahaha, as if he’d ever be afraid of anything! (PS: Yes, he has quite a few fears but he won’t tell you [yet]!)
Hopes:………………………….Leading a free and normal life off of the streets and maybe one day going to an University.
-Character Traits-
+ Adaptable:………………..Life on the streets made him ready to conform to all kind of situations.
+ Alert:…………………………Always watches out for all kinds of things. He will notice changes right away.
+ Capable:……………………Can do what he learned very well, i.e. stealing and shamming.
+ Curious:……………………Loves to learn new things and secrets.
+ Empathetic:………………Very empathetic by nature. Hates this trait though and tries to ignore his empathy.
+ Friendly:…………………..Will be friendly at first. False friendly and fuck off as fast as possible friendly, but friendly.
+ Humorous:………………..Laughs and jokes when at ease a lot.
+ Loyal:……………………….Will protect and stand by those he loves, even if they are wrong.
+ Nonjudgmental:………..Knows that there is often a reason behind others behavior and as long as they don’t hurt him he won’t judge.
+ Open-Minded:……………Doesn’t insist on his point of view being correct and always welcomes new ideas.
+ Orderly:…………………….Likes to organize and plan.
+ Playful:……………………..Can be very cheerful and fun around people he likes.
– Aggressive:………………..It drives people away from him + he can’t control his aggressiveness at all.
– Callous:……………………..Can be very cold. Especially when he forces himself to be or doesn’t like the person he should have sympathy with.
– Clinging:……………………Stays at one’s side too much for most people’s likes when he really likes them. Get’s also jealous.
– Cynical:……………………..Very sarcastic humor. Always can see the dark twists in situations and persons. Isn’t always vocal about them though.
– Dishonest:………………….Doesn’t show his true feelings a lot. Neither to others nor to himself.
– Distrustful:…………………He. Doesn’t. Trust. Anyone.
– Gullible:……………………..Since he can’t read emotions very well he won’t be able to tell when you trick him (hence his distrust).
– Impulsive:………………….Can’t control himself when things don’t go as planned and lashes out a lot then.
– Pessimistic:………………..Negative outlook on life, even though he would like to be optimistic.
– Restless:…………………….Can’t be still, always has to move, has to have some sort of plan or something to do.
– Revengeful:………………..You wrong him he will get back at you. 3 Times.
– Unstable:……………………Tries to be distanced but is really empathetic. It just doesn’t work out, not with his temperament.
-Appearance-
Hair Color:……………………..Black with a violet shimmer
Hair Style:……………………..Undercut on his left with a long braid just by his ear and otherwise shorter than shoulder-length, wild hair
Eye Color:………………………Toxic Green
Skin Color:……………………..Pale with a few sunburns and freckles in summer
Build:…………………………….Slight bone structure but with visible muscles
Height:…………………………..1,75m
Characteristics:………………Lots of piercings and tattoos on his whole body and quite a few smaller and bigger scars of all kind. His very green eyes
Clothes:………………………….Urban and dark clothes when he can choose, very casual and inconspicuous when he is on a snatching trip
-Biography-
Iodine’s parents and many other members of his family arrived in Saint Mihnts 8 years after he was born, fleeing from war and poverty in their native country. They have planned this for a long time but it didn’t work out like they thought it did. When none of them got a residence permit rather than going back they learned how to hide and live on the streets of this big city.
Over the years he and his siblings were raised in different abandoned houses or sometimes even homeless, always on the move so the government won’t find them. Since everyone worked together they led a rather good life, compared to what might happen to them back home or how solitary homeless persons had to survive. The family was very very close and did not let strangers into their circle, thus they stayed far away from what one would call a normal day to day life. But Iodine was content as long as his relatives were with him and the same applied to them.
Iodine remembers his home country vividly, though his memories are not good ones. They may have had an actual house back there but there were always social unrests and when they fled even a full fledged war, so this house wasn’t nearly enough to prefer staying in his home country, not with all the things he saw and experienced there.
One time though they did return there when he was 14 to get more of his family out and into the safer streets of Saint Mihnts. Iodine doesn’t like to think back to this necessary trip and does not remember much anyways, all that matters was that they made it all back.
Because he could not visit a school with being illegal his siblings taught him the basics, for example how to calculate, read and write in both their mother tongue and in English. Learning is something he still greatly enjoys, even though he would never admit he likes something as nerdy as that. In reality he reads every book he can get his hands on though and would love to study another language.
He also learned how to survive on the streets and absolutely everything that is necessary connection with this. His personal strength was stealing and pocket picking combined with sham. When he was a kid he used his innocent look to not make himself suspicious, later he got more creative and for example acts blind and steals the belongings of people he walks into ‘by accident’ or simply clothes himself to look completely normal and not memorable. Besides stealing and shamming he also cared for his family by cooking for them tending to their wounds and generally looking out for their well-being. Of course everyone worked together and split their work so he had time for just being a kid and his hobbies too.
With these things and his family to fill his life he was very contempt until he was 16. Then his family got unwary or maybe just unlucky and they were found by the government. Only Iodine and his older brother Isaan were out at the time and his parents and siblings were caught out while they slept in their current home and taken away. He doesn’t know what happened to them but more likely than not they were deported.
Now alone with Isaan they tried to continue as before, hoping their family would be able to return and knowing they wouldn’t want them to follow. Iodine being the more thoughtful one and thus taking the leadership, even though he was younger. He heavily clung to his only left sibling who couldn’t handle the loss, even less then he did. Iodine tried to support and care for both of them but his brother not only couldn’t help but also started to get addicted to all kind of things, mainly pain killers and gambling. At first he didn’t notice, only how Isaan got more and more aggressive and his behavior changed with every passing day. In the end he was downright abusive. Still, Iodine stayed with him.
But when he did notice his siblings addiction it was already too late to help. Isaan was in The Syndicate’s debt and couldn’t pay. Thus he gave Iodine as payment, who more or less voluntarily agreed to help his brother, knowing no other way to save him. However he haven’t heard from him ever since.Iodine doesn’t earn much with this job, he mainly pays the arrears of his brother but actually it is still an improvement from his prior living condition. This is why he doesn’t simply leave the city. This and his search for his brother.
-Daily Life-
Iodine still lives on the streets, not trusting the safety false papers promise him, still always on the run and trying to stay undetected.
His homes change at least every second week and they vary from abandoned houses in bad districts, sleeping under bridges or in alley ways, crashing at places of people he tricked into liking him and from time to time the apartment of a family gone for holiday. If not having access to the latter he visits the Aluat daily to shower there and get warmed up.
He needs to be very organized and daily checks his stock and plans out what he needs to do. Steal money, shop, find a new shelter, tend to his wounds and gather things he needs. Besides these changing tasks he always cooks, takes care of body hygiene and checks the town for his brother.
He also always tries to have some free time too, time to read mainly, but also surf the Internet, go clubbing, learning or just lazing around.
He had this routine for years and still feels the jobs he gets by The Syndicate as a nuisance simply because they interfere with this routine. This is why he tries to get them over with as fast and as good as possible so he can put them to rest in his mind and concentrate on his actual and chosen life.
-Job Details-
Theft:
Iodine grew up stealing all kind of things. He can pickpocket with ease as well as shoplift. Opening locks but also sneaking in and out somewhere is absolutely no problem to him. He is stealthy in every aspect of his job, doesn’t want to get caught or even recognized at all, that’s why he can hide well. If he has to knock somebody out for whatever reason he does it by backstabbing and thus not being seen too. Sometimes he gets a bit reckless, since theft is one of the things he does being very spontaneous, always adjusting to the current situation, since it is part of his daily life.
Fraud & Smuggler:
He combines his ability to deceive others with being a Thief. His specialty is acting blind and has the equipment for it always with him, as it can help in all kind of situations. In general he can act being innocent and not a danger pretty well, as well as being cold. However he can’t control his emotions all too well really.
Doctor:
Since he survived on the street without being able to visit a doctor when he or someone close to him got sick he knows the basic of tending to wounds and sicknesses.
His moral qualms about all this are not all too high, as long as he doesn’t hurt the weak ones.
-Trivia-
Passport:……………………….He doesn’t know much about his personal data, for example his hight and birth date.
Child Labor:…………………..He has been working for the Syndicate since he is 17.
My Family:…………………….His Family is his everything and he will always love them deeply.
Trip Back Home:…………….He doesn’t remember much from his family’s trip back home. Truth is they left many behind who could have used their help.
You:………………………………He distrusts strangers deeply and distances them from them in every way he can think of.
Meanie:…………………………He is pretty mean especially if he can’t relate to a person.
Sticks and Stones:…………He doesn’t care if he hurts people verbally and thus emotionally but does not like to injure them. Usually.
In Trouble Together:……..Others working for The Syndicate are the few people he doesn’t meet with general distrust as they are in the same spot.
Self-taught:…………………..He learned everything by his family or himself, studying is his dream!
For the Theft:………………..He can read Braille and talk in sign language.
Home-Made:………………….His Tattoos were all made by his brother Isaan who earns a bit of honest money by being a tattoo artist.
Fake:…………………………….Lots of Piercings are clips since he needs to take them off to seem innocent.
Glittery Unicorn:……………He likes Temporary Tattoos. Yes. Those for Children. They humor him greatly.
Soap and Water:……………His personal hygiene is extremely important to him.
Plan it List it:…………………He likes to make Lists of all things and plans a lot. From his day to his To-Read List)
I O U:……………………………He absolutely despises to owe anyone, it makes him feel entrapped.
Open like a Book?:…………His capability to read emotions and predict others as well as himself are really bad.
Bird’s Wings:…………………He can’t live without his freedom and hates feeling trapped.
*****:………………………….He swears excessively.
Sweetest of Sounds:………His Voice sounds like the one of the Singer of Miser (Sample)
-Quotes-
“Bother me again and I’ll fucking steal your whole furniture + bed while you sleep in it!”
“Let me write this down”
“Thanks. I’ll go now though…”
-To Do-
-Complete Tattoo Design
-Masquerade Design
-Coat Design
-RP Tracker
-Contract Memes
-Other Clothes for Stealing and Shamming Trips

Contracts – Iodine Profile by Yutaki
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My OC Iodine for the RP Group Contracts on DeviantArt~ uwu
I’m really happy I got accepted, there are sooo many awesome creative artists there! ^0^
The template is by shortgrump, the admin of the group.
Later I’ll submit my way too long profile of him ^.~
Materials: Paint Tool SAI (Sketch) Paint Tool SAI & GIMP (Lineart & Color)
Time: 10 Hours
I hope you like it! >w<
Contracts – Iodine Profile (Art) © Me (Yutaki)
Iodine (Character) © Me (Yutaki)
Template © Shortgrump

The Family by Yutaki
Just a very very fast scribble for the new GF ep, which was simply AMAZING! I loved this quote, it struck me right in the heart, haha.
More and better Fanart to come (I have so many ideas!), for now I need sleep x_x
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Materials: Â Paint Tool SAI
Time: 3 Hours
I hope you like it!
The Family (Art) © Me (Yutaki)